Repost #OOTD, outfit of the day :)
D A Y 1
Pearl white prada lace from Bandung.
D A Y 2
Lacey lacey kurung modern.
D A Y 3
Emerald green peplum.
So, 3 hari je sempat beraya. Ada few lagi baju raya tak pakai ;p. Hehe. What to do, super busy. But then, finally I'm back! Peak season is over, alhamdulillah. And that was the worst peak period ever. Masa last day submission haritu (15 August 2013), I didn't sleep from 6.00am to 11.30pm the next day! You do the math. Zombi, dark circles, eye bags. Semua ada, complete set. Deadlines, you really drive me nuts!
And I gain weight easily during Ramadhan. Sobs. So anyway, sesiapa yang faham ataupun terbaca tentang proses obsession yang bermula bulan lepas, the obsession is still going strong. Hmm. Bukan sayang, bukan cinta, that's way too serious, too soon. Entahlah. Tapi ni suka yang sangat-sangat. Kalau ada yang tanya kenapa suka dia, I have no answers. Do you need reasons to like someone? Ya Allah perasaan ni sangat-sangat kuat, I can't handle. Ultimately deep.
I truly love the facts that he is highly ambitious, workaholic and passionate in his work. And I stepped out of my comfort zone to make the first moves to know him better. And you wouldn't believe what I have done or will do for him. Hmm. I don't know what will be the outcome, Allah sebaik-baik perancang. Tapi, I'm willing to take the risk if it doesn't turn out the way I hope. Kecewa yang teramat sangat, yes. Tapi entahlah. If I could turn back time :(. I need to go somewhere to clear my mind. Dia terlalu menggangu. Everyday kan, I pray and I hope to see him, tapi ironinya, kalau dah terserempak tu, lari macam tak cukup tanah! Haha. :(. My confidence level is very very low. So sad, I hate myself!
Sorry this post is very personal. But I can't help. "I am woman. And when I think, I must speak." - Beyonce. Hehe.