Can't wait to wear this out, baby! Hehe.
On a separate note, he doesn't like me. Yes, I get the message he doesn't have feelings for me the way I have feelings for him. But I hate the fact that I would always think of him. He is the last person before sleep and the first person when I wake up whom I think of. Big problem kan. And even worst, I can't see him anymore in our same time. I've been blocked. Sad but true. You don't have to make it so apparent, just not replying my message is sufficient. :( But it is not his fault at all. I've blocked someone too before and yes what goes around comes around.
I'm mad at myself, I cried, I cry whatevs. But when things work otherwise, I hate it so much. But he can't be blamed. I'm sorry but I like you. I'm so sorry I dragged you into this. And I'm so sorry for everything. :'(.
I'm just trying my best to move on. This is so foreign for me too. But I understand it well and clear. I wish I can hate him, honestly. But I can't.
And this is my last, or maybe second last post about him. I need to go somewhere, clear my mind, and love myself more.