THAT'S MY STORY  First and foremost, alhamdulillah the most awaited day has come at last! And I am ready to serve one month notice period effective semalam, 24 December 2013. My firm policy, so bring it on. When I was typing my resignation letter yesterday, hate to admit but I got teary-eyed. Sobs. I'm a tax consultant by profession doing mainly corporate tax returns and I love my job, seriously. Sometimes ada la meroyan sana sini, but that's what life is all about. Kind of a love-hate relationship. Lucky I'm not leaving because of any drama atau pun because I don't like my job. It's just that Allah has better plans for me than I had for myself :). Take a break for one year and finish what you have started :). I am still very nostalgic. EY... my first and only job, my first and only interview. Bittersweet :'). Hmmm, change is always hard. And alhamdulillah I am now a Chartered Accountant :'). My application has just been approved in the recent council meeting of Malaysian Institute of Accountants (MIA). This is one of the things that you really have to do before leaving the firm! Haha. Kalau tak memang jenuh nak apply lepas ni. I should have applied the membership earlier, at least last year. Takde la kelam kabut macam ni. Haih. But anyway, semua benda pun macam dah almost settle :). Just pending sikit-sikit lagi, my visa application. Ada 3 visa nak kena buat altogether and I'm planning to apply for US visa jugak, tapi macam tak dan je nak buat. Sobs. Too little time. Gedik je ni, nak pergi entah bila. Tapi orang kata sediakan payung sebelum hujan gitu konsepnya. Hahaha. At least that visa valid for 10 years, multiple entries kan. Manalah tahu gedik nak pergi from UK ke. #eh?? Haha. So... that's about it. A brief summary of everything. I'm leaving real soon! Mixed feelings. Suka, takut, sedih, excited, semualah. :'). Semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya. Hmm... year end is approaching, holiday mode is on. And that Mr. Arrogant pun tak terkecuali. He is currently in London. Mungkin busy berkuntum dekat Oxford Street sekarang ni, boxing day kan ataupun baru bangun tido nak cari makan, lapar katanya. Hehe. Sobs. My life is pretty weird enough nowadays. And yes we met again just two of us :'). Not a date, no. It was just an extended ice breaking session. He is the strangest crush I have EVER had in my life, the weirdest, and I know he knows I like him that's for sure. Too obvious kot. Hmmm. We met few times dah sebenarnya, kata satu office kan. Sometimes I ran away, sometimes just borak dengan kawan-kawan dia and pretend he's not there. Hahaha. No eye contact, NEVER! Dah jangan nak cakap drama ke apa, tapi memang tak boleh berdepan dengan dia secara normal. Postur badan jadi kaku, oksigen makin kurang, muka jadi panas, rasa nak pengsan. Hahaha. Biarlah orang tu nak confused ke apa, I just don't have enough courage to face this! Hehe. So, can you imagine? WE NEVER REALLY KNEW EACH OTHER. Sangat awkward kot sebab dia pun pernah tanya directly kat FB ok kenapa you lari you? Haih. And few people yang tahu pasal drama lari-lari ni gatal tangan pergi like?? Choii. And last Monday few hours before flight dia to London we met over lunch. :'). I NEVER thought this would happen, seriously. Sebab the day before tu dia macam diam je. He kept me waiting kot. Haih. Memang we had a deal Thursday haritu tapi at least bagitahu la kan Ahad tu jadi ke tidak. Walaupun dia takde la cancel ke apa and we promised each other dah pun. Cumanya what if kalau dia lupa? Aku ni punyalah tak boleh duduk diam since Thursday. Duk fikir macam-macam. So I cried. Sebab soo sad. Hmm I guess I'm just a little too sensitive. Tapi my friend bagi tahu, don't push. He's a smart guy he knows his schedule so he knows dia dah janji with you, Inshaa Allah the lunch is on dear just tunggu! Hehe tapi knowing me, one drama after another. Jadinya Monday haritu, I just wore kurung modern biasa pink colour macam selalu pakai pergi office. Mata and muka bengkak and sembab sikit sebab nangis kan. Hahahaha. Dramanya kau ni Fida oi. Ni baru nak kenal ni kau dah buat drama macam-macam. Haih. My bad, I know! Then around 9.30 am macamtu dia whatsapp "dalam pukul 12 lunch?" OMG! It took me 30 minutes to reply kot. Sebab dengan condition muka dan mata yang tak mengizinkan, duk fikir macam tak nak jumpa je. Dah la first time ni. And I said next time maybe sebab taknak dia rushing, flight dia malam kan. Tapi dia cakap ok je, flight 12 midnight. Hehe. So I went to Watson bawah office, pergi beli Revlon eye concealer uolss!!!! Hahahahahahaha. Punyalah nak tutup mata bengkak. Hehe. Lupa nak bawak concealer kat rumah, sebabnya how do I know?? Pergi office just bawak basic make up palette sudah, perlu ke nak angkut semua kan. Tak pasal-pasal je. Huhuhu. I was not ready to see him please. Semua pun serba tak kena. So he came and he picked me up :'). I don't like surprises, really. Ingatkan dia datang office and nak makan area office je. And dia sengih cakap takde nice place kat sini. Ok first thing I noticed, he dressed properly! Sobs. Sedangkan iols? Sedih. His friend bagitahu jangan nak overdress sangat sebab he might wear his usual t-shirt, khakis short and slipper je pun. Hehe. Tapi no no no! He wore polo collar shirt kaler navy blue, jeans and dark brown loafers :'). Sekali tengok je masa dalam kereta dia and terus lekat dalam kepala otak kekdahnya. Haha terus tersenyum sorang-sorang tanpa sedar gitu sebab selalu tengok dia kat FB memang dia tak pakai macam ni and masa jumpa dia time Sapura Carnival that day pun dia tak macam ni. Totally different. Hehe. Oh God, the first impression that Mr. Arrogant gave is incredibly amazing. How nih,?? I'm going to hurt myself soon. And heartbroken. Tapi kalau orang yang kenal this guy mesti pelik kenapa la duk suka dia sangat-sangat. No reason please I just like him the way he is. :'). He is strong-willed, passionate, ambitious, gentle, kind, firm and the list goes on that made me feel so much attracted to him. As much as within my limited knowledge before, I like him. Then now I see him and I like him even more. Hmmm. Sedih kan. I thought kalau dah jumpa tu maybe ada la benda yang boleh buat perasaan tu hilang. But no I was wrong. He brought me to the Italian restaurant lupa dah apa namanya. Tengok menu pon tak paham apa benda. I was totally clueless. Makanan apa nih. Hahaha. So I asked him apa yang sedap. Hehe. He is so gentleman la pulak haihhhh. Duk cerita ni pun tersengih sorang-sorang. Hehe. Scene bukak pintu kereta ataupun tarik kerusi tu semua bukan reality ok, kalau nak scene tu pi tengok cite Korea! Hahahaha. He is gentle in his own way :'). Baik, soft-spoken, witty. Pelik sangat dia tak pernah ada any relationship before with any girls. Too busy maybe and he is too workaholic or maybe he's not ready for any commitment. Kalau orang tak kenal dia maybe akan fikir he's married and dah mid 30's. Dia memang nampak mature tapi the fact is, he is just a year older than me :). So we ordered the food, and we talked, and talked and talked. 2 hours and half kot? 12.00 - 2.30 hehe. Kesian dia sebab he told me dia tak packing lagi, tak tukar duit lagi and tak withdraw duit pun lagi. Hahaha. Last minute jugak dia ni pun. He loves travelling a lot. Tu yang tak kisah pun pergi sorang. Haih dia ni suka senyum and benda ni macam menyakitkan hati. Sobs. Both of us takde tengok handphone pun dalam duration 2 jam setengah tu and I like it that way. Hahaha. Kalau salah sorang tengok dah sah-sah la boring kan. Hiks. Ok confession time, iols cuma makan 2 suap je. Hahahahahaha. Tak lalu uols. Dia sampai tanya tak sedap ke. Hehehehe. I said no tapi tak lapar. Haih. Bengong je. And dah after sejam setengah borak tu the waiter ada tanya do you want any desert sir? And he asked me nak coffee tak. I said no its ok. Sebabnya kan, apple juice ni pon tak habis lagi. Sekali dia order 2 coffee pulak dah! Time tu dah 1.30. Lunch hour dah habis diknon! Dia takpelah tengah cuti kan. And my coffee pun tak habis, punya lah nervous. Padahal kan, I'm a coffee lover. Then he asked for the bill and dia bayar. So bila nak masuk kereta tu dia macam ckp sorry Fida, panas sikit. Memang panas la sebab dia park dekat open site, tengah hari lagipun, tapi perlu ke cakap sorry?? Commonly known ok and not his fault pun. Lumrah alam katanya kalau dah tengah hari buta memang panas la. Hahaha. And I was just looking at him je lah cakap it's ok tengah hari kot and dia duk betul-betulkan aircond. Hahaha. Lepastu dia cakap, takut cair make up you. Bahahahahhahahahahahahaha. Sekarang aku memang rasa nak tergelak. Dalam kereta tu rasa macam eeeeeee bencinya. Make up ala kadar je pon macam biasa pergi office. Ceh! So dalam kereta dia cakap lagi, next time jangan lari-lari dah. I tak makan orang kan? Kekeke. Motif?? And I just replied, tak tahu la kenapa lari from you and senyum je la kan, nak buat apa lagi. Then he replied, maybe kita tak kenal kot, sebab tu you lari. Hehe. Anyway masa before dia drop kan kat depan lobby office, I told him sini la the first time I nampak you dengan your boss nak pergi makan. Hehe. That was few months ago. And before keluar from his car, I gave him one book the best attractions in the UK. Buku ni dah letak kat office since last Friday! Hahaha. So I told him, ni my book tau, you pinjam je sebab nanti you travel alone kat UK. Nanti pulangkan balik. Dia macam gelak besar and cakap haaa pinjam je?? Hahaha. Its not yours, its mine ok. And then terusla iols keluar macamtu je terlupa nak cakap thank you please for everything!!! OMG. So classic. Sobs. That book is quite thick and besar macam text book sejarah ok. I bought masa Big Bad Wolf tu untuk kegunaan masa hadapan. Hehe. Ingatkan dia taknak bawak sebab memang tebal, leceh je tapi before dia fly tu dia cakap dia bawak that book, and he said thank you. Hehe. Tak tau la tipu ke apa but thank you :). I did ask how much should I pay, it is a common courtesy anyway. Tapi dia cakap ala tak payahla. Hmmm. Thank you so much for everything. Stay safe wherever you are and happy holiday :). Wow panjangnya! Tak sangka. Hahaha. Thank you for reading. I might delete this post later I don't know. He's that interesting, although it was brief and didn't turn out the way I hope, it's undeniable to say that he's so special to be able, effortlessly made me feel the way I feel now. I will remember this guy as someone very special whom Allah brought briefly in my life although he was never mine. :') Oh God, I've said way too much. One more month and we will never see each other again. But life is a journey, so just wait and see. Labels: Random, Whatever, Work 
ANNUAL DINNER 2013  I'm having a hard time, to go or not to go. Personal reason or maybe obvious reason la kot. I just don't want to see that someone, Mr. Arrogant. Hahaha. In the end, I'll be going! Selepas macam-macam drama. Kejap nak pergi, kejap taknak. Tapi bila fikir-fikir balik, this will be my last annual dinner with the firm, just GO! So... what to wear? Theme: 1920's - 1930's inspired clothing. Thanks to Rizalman for Zalora. For what its worth, I bought Bridgette Peplum Dress by Rizalman Ibrahim. Hehe. It's on sale, nasib baik. Hehe. The price has been reduced from RM460 to RM230. 50% discount! Go grab yours. Hehe. 
Peplum is so 1900's kot, rasanya. Hahaha. Tapi what to do, pretty peplum is so popular lah nowadays. Hehe. Haih pakai la apa pun, HE JUST COULDN'T BE BOTHERED!
 Life is sad. Kan?? Hehe.
AIDILFITRI 2013 #OOTD Repost #OOTD, outfit of the day :)  D A Y 1
Pearl white prada lace from Bandung.
D A Y 2
Lacey lacey kurung modern.
D A Y 3
Emerald green peplum.
So, 3 hari je sempat beraya. Ada few lagi baju raya tak pakai ;p. Hehe. What to do, super busy. But then, finally I'm back! Peak season is over, alhamdulillah. And that was the worst peak period ever. Masa last day submission haritu (15 August 2013), I didn't sleep from 6.00am to 11.30pm the next day! You do the math. Zombi, dark circles, eye bags. Semua ada, complete set. Deadlines, you really drive me nuts!
And I gain weight easily during Ramadhan. Sobs. So anyway, sesiapa yang faham ataupun terbaca tentang proses obsession yang bermula bulan lepas, the obsession is still going strong. Hmm. Bukan sayang, bukan cinta, that's way too serious, too soon. Entahlah. Tapi ni suka yang sangat-sangat. Kalau ada yang tanya kenapa suka dia, I have no answers. Do you need reasons to like someone? Ya Allah perasaan ni sangat-sangat kuat, I can't handle. Ultimately deep.
I truly love the facts that he is highly ambitious, workaholic and passionate in his work. And I stepped out of my comfort zone to make the first moves to know him better. And you wouldn't believe what I have done or will do for him. Hmm. I don't know what will be the outcome, Allah sebaik-baik perancang. Tapi, I'm willing to take the risk if it doesn't turn out the way I hope. Kecewa yang teramat sangat, yes. Tapi entahlah. If I could turn back time :(. I need to go somewhere to clear my mind. Dia terlalu menggangu. Everyday kan, I pray and I hope to see him, tapi ironinya, kalau dah terserempak tu, lari macam tak cukup tanah! Haha. :(. My confidence level is very very low. So sad, I hate myself!
Sorry this post is very personal. But I can't help. "I am woman. And when I think, I must speak." - Beyonce. Hehe.
Labels: Fashion, Random, Raya, Work
4 YEARS Today marks my 4 years in EY. 4 years of... surviving. Haha. My first job. My first interview ever. And I have never attended any job interview after that. Sebabnya, malas nak update resume. Hehe. I'm happy with my work, my colleagues and now ada problem cari sendiri, I'm so happy to come to the office! How? Haha. So... I'm wearing the exact kurung when I first joined. How time flies. Muat lagi baju kurung ni, OMG. Nasib baik. Haha.  
And this picture was taken 4 years ago. My school mates. #whenwewereyoung. Hehe.
One of my friends quote me this; If you believe in it, then fight for it...Hehehe. We'll see how. I'm not really a fighter tapi benda yang satu ni sangat membebankan.
I'VE HAD ENOUGH Everyone is different. Orang tu macam ni. Orang ni pulak, macam tu. Tapi, kalau kita ni jenis dah biasa hidup fikir pasal office je 24 jam, then TOLONG jangan fikir orang lain pun buat benda yang sama. Sorry, I have other things to do. Satu lagi, tolong lah jangan kaitkan personal life orang lain. It is soooo unprofessional!!! I can't accept that. 2013 would definitely be my last year in EYTC. Seriously I've had enough. And please have a little respect for privacy. It's ethics sayang. ETHICS! Hmmm. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of everything. I wish I can talk MORE but I was sobbing like crazy. That's too much. YOU ARE MEAN! GO AWAY. Regards, -NRJ- I love my job but God has better plans for me, inshaaAllah. He knows best.
WORDLESS WEDNESDAY - DREAMING OF...  CAPPADOCIA, TURKEY  HAGIA SOPHIA, TURKEY  PAMUKKALE, TURKEY  CASA BATTLO, SPAIN  MURREN, SWITZERLAND  BURJ KHALIFA, DUBAI
Tax peak season has officially started. 4 solid busy months ahead. It's a time when I wake up at the crack of dawn, leave the office late at night...
DEADLINES. You drive me nuts. I've been at this work madness for almost 4 years. Just hope everything goes well.
But right after corporate tax submission on 13 September 2013, I'll be leaving on a jet plane on 14 September 2013 :)). Something to look forward to! Hehe.
Semoga semuanya dipermudahkan. Ameen Ya Rabb.
Credit : Google images / Deviantart
Labels: Random, Wordless Wednesday, Work
WORDLESS WEDNESDAY - SENDU & LEMAU 
It's not even morning! Tsk tsk. Sendu dan lemau sungguh la lately ni. One week tax workshop. Tax law being asked again and again -____-.
 And I'm not a lawyer. PERIOD. Sobs. Labels: Wordless Wednesday, Work
TILL THE LAST PETAL FALLS  I love anything pink. :) 
The flower I held in my hands last few weeks. And the fragrance that still remains in my heart. Hehe.
In a world of my own. Tsk tsk. This is so candid! Hehe.
Dear sakura, you have been missed.
And now I'm workinggggg at home! Sobs. Sunday night, why so depressing??
Labels: Japan, Random, Travel, Work
WORDLESS WEDNESDAY - FLOWERS 
Can't wait to see you, flowers.
Tapi sebelum tu...
 -___________- PENGSAN! Sempat ke ni????? Hmmm. :( Labels: Holland, Japan, Wordless Wednesday, Work
MONDAY BLUES Hehe Monday blues la uols. Kerja banyak pulak tu. Apa pun tak buat lagi. Confirm tak tidur la malam ni. Sobs. Bila duk belek-belek gambar award MITBCA tu nak send dekat my girlfriends yang datang teman hari tu, terjumpa la satu gambar ni. Hahahahaha. 
"So kita nak posing macam mana nih?"
"Ko pegang je trofi tuh, kitorang nak buat konon-konon terkejut la ko menang"
Ekekeke. Maka jadi lah gambar atas ni. Hahaha. Hadoi. So sporting you girls I loike sangat-sangat. Gigih diorang ni semua balik kerja terus pergi KLCC siap bawak baju lagi nak tukar. Hehe. Thank you so much! Anggap je la Pida dah belanja makan malam tu bleh? Haha.
So bila nak start stay up buat kerja office ni teringat zaman muda-muda dulu stay up dengan budak-budak atas ni study nak exam. Hehe. Kau kejut aku, aku kejut kau. Gitu konsep dia. Hmm rindu! :(
Boring working life~
A QUICK UPDATE  Putih-putih melati ST 12 - Putih Putih Melati
Hehe. So I was out of town for 3 days 2 nights. Poor wifi signal, bad Digi coverage. Well, not too bad sebenarnya but I've exceeded my data limit! Kekeke. Time tu lah jugak I've received an email from the organizers of MITBCA. Hehe. First of all kan, thank you soooooo much my lovelies for your votes and supports :). You know who you are! It truly made a difference.
Hmmm, now pening kepala nak pakai baju apa. Keke. Define smart casual please. And semua orang pun duk cakap; "Don't forget your handbag!" Hahahaha. I won't bring my handbag anyway. Hehe. The event will be held on Wednesday so kita cerita nanti-nanti lah. Sekarang ni, just a quick update on And dekat sana jugak rasanya ada lah nak dekat 10 kali duk dengar lagi Putih Putih Melati ni. Hehe. Teringat zaman kecik-kecik dulu. Putih-putih melati Ali BabaHehe. Orang Lost World of Tambun ni selalu sangat pasang lagu ni sampai boleh hafal dah lirik dia. Haha. Banyak nak cerita ni but I'm so tired and exhausted. Nak demam pun ada tapi still kena pergi office. TRAINING! 8.30 pagi. Training pasal apa pun tak tahu lah. Technical updates maybe. Sobs.  Fida menang hamper sukaneka! Hehe. Good night. Labels: Lost World of Tambun, Malaysia, Travel, Work
NEW CANDY PANTS & WEEKEND GETAWAY So I bought another candy pants. Hehe. It's payday, what do you expect. Time to splurge! Plan B - Unlimited 
2 new colours added to my collection. Pink and purple. And I think the pants are perfect for Spring, tak ke uols? Hehe. Tak sabarlah pulak nak #JepunAkuDatang! So bright and colourful. Maybe next step, pants with patterns pulak?? Ya ampun. But for now, lets enjoy some bright pants ok?
I'm wearing emerald green, the colour of 2013. And emerald green spring jacket akan menyusul kemudian. Hehe. Tak sabaq dah ni. Haihh. 22 hari lagi. Baju raya nanti pun kaler emerald green! Muahaha. Wei gila, puasa ganti pun tak habis lagi, ni dah pikir raya pulak dah. Sobs.
Packing done. So, it's time to sleep now. 4 jam je lagi ni. Weekend getaway, bring it on. Tidoq hotel, BBQ, swimming, and last but not least...
TEAM BUILDING! Kekeke. Perlu ke benda ni semuaaaa?? Sobs. Well yes it is a group trip, Tax Group Trip. Weekend getaway lah sangat! Hahaha. Memang la kalau dah namanya suka berangan, gini lah jadinya. Keke.
So, kena keluar rumah pukul 6.30 pagi! Bas gerak pukul 7.30 katanya. Matilah.
Anyway, hope I win some of the lucky draw!
  Baju kurung pergi office tadi! Hehe
Good night :) and have a GREAT weekend.
Labels: Malaysia, Travel, Work
LAST DAY AT WORK BEFORE VACATION! Friday 30 November 2012 Well, here I am at work and trying to keep my nose into it. But it's my last day in the office until I go on vacation next Monday. And my mind is wandering. Actually, it's pretty much gone. Hehe. Am I the only one out there with this affliction?  Too many things to finish before I go on my vacation next week. Race against time! Sigh. Takpe, dah siap dah pun semuanya. So, today a friend of mine bagi benda ni;  "Cantik kan my calendar" And he replied, "Yes cantik, but the date there won't change one. You mesti lupa tukar. Hahahaha." Ya right, Ben. Kekeke. Whateverlah. We'll see! Hehehe. Tapi betul kot si Ben ni cakap. Sebab iols memang jenis pelupa orangnya. Hehe. So, ke mana kita kali ni? Dekat-dekat je uols. Vietnam. Ho Chi Minh! Rombongan Cik Kiah betul ni. 31 orang. Pengsan. Dekat banner pun siap tulis Rombongan Cik Kiah ke Vietnam! Hahahaha. My mom yang nak letak tu. Tah pape. Layankan je. Hehe. Kalau dah ke Vietnam tu apa lagi? Shopping time la. Hehe. Orang kata Vietnam ni segala mala kain ada. Lepastu pulak, kena la dengan Cik Pida ni dia suka tempah baju. So memang tak sabar nak pi sana shopping kain. Hehe. Kebetulan haritu I went to Jakel Shah Alam and nampak Prada lace ni RM550 for 2 metres. Diulangi RM550, 2 METRES! Ya Allah, pengsan terus kat situ. Tangan dah pegang-pegang dah ni lace tu sebab berkenan, cantik uols. Tak puas hati punya pasal, so I tanya adik kerja kat Jakel tu; "Dik mahal sangat ni RM550, 2 meter. Pengsan akak nak membayarnya. Hehe. Tak boleh kurang lagi ke?" Dia jawab; "Kalau akak nak saya bagi RM450" Sobs. RM450??? Surrender la. My parents ada sekali and they said beli kat Vietnam je la. Sana ada kot agaknya. Sebagai anak yang mendengar kata, bye-bye Prada lace. See you again sometime soon. So at last, I just bought lace yang paling murah je RM15 semeter. Hahahaha. Beli 2 meter RM30. Hehe. Sebab nak buat baju camni for dinner;   Tema fairy tale. Tapi tak payah nak fairy tale sangat lah sebabnya nanti tak pakai. So buat yang boleh pakai hehe. Mula-mula ingat nak buat dress kembang macam Neelofa pakai hahaha. Tapi fikir-fikir balik, lupakan je la niat tu. Nanti, pakai sekali je, tak ke membazir. Hehe. So, macam mana rupa Prada lace tu yang mahal macam bedil? Hahaha. Macam ni ha;   Ouchh. Cantik!     Kecewanya! Rasa nak terjun dalam bendang bersama kain lace murah seperti di atas! Keke. Prada lace tu ada jual kat Jakarta Bandung sana. Hmmm, thank God I dah beli tiket pi Jakarta. Takde la ralat sangat. Tapi still, frust nyaaaaa! Good night :( Labels: Ho Chi Minh, Random, Travel, Work
GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT Hard work pays off, trust me. Sounds good, eh? Hehehe. I was on emergency leave tadi. My not so new tyre on my car has formed some kind of impact bubble. Thanks to abah, sebab dia perasan benda ni. Kalau nak harapkan orang yang jenis tahu drive je ni, memang tak boleh harap la. Hehe. So abah kata tayar kembang. Hahaha. First time dengar ok. Kembang macam mana tu? Well it looks a little something like this,  Hahaha, tapi ni bukan my tayar ok. Picture googled je ni. Rasanya my fault lah kot sebab I was probably running over a pot hole. Jadinya, when I saw the bubble, I knew I was going to have to get a new tyre but I had no idea how expensive it was going to be. So again, thanks to abah. He helped me a lot. Dah petang-petang sikit, dalam pukul 5.30 pm, I read a good news. Hehehe. My boss texted me and cakap, congratulations! Hehe. And I opened my office e-mail and check sendiri lepas tu. Macam tak percaya pun ada sebab selalu sangat on leave tahun ni. So, yay, my hard work finally paid off. Thank you, Allah. Special thanks to my parents and colleagues for all the love, hugs, support and prayers. All those sleepless and stressful nights, plus all the tears that I cried are all worth it. Hehe. Good things really come to those who wait, believe and work hard. But, this is not the end. It's only the beginning of something even bigger, InshaAllah. It's the beginning of my career, my stepping stone towards how I want my future to be. The hard fact on being single, you get to really create the life that is most meaningful to you. Sob sob. But it will change, one day. Oh, I'm worried about growing old alone. Tapi itulah, kita hanya mampu merancang. But, He knows best. Ok, cukup-cukup cakap pasal benda yang satu ni. So I need a reward. Hehe. I've decided my treat will be a purse or bag or tote. Anything.   And I have had this image saved to my computer for months, right after I came back from my Europe trip in May. Saw this bag in La Fayette, Paris. Unik kan. Cute. One of the hottest accessories. It comes in about 10 different colors so there is definitely a color for everyone. This elusive satchel is actually Furla Candy Satchel. I love the shape, with bold material and a choice of rubber. Now, I just have to decide which color is right for me. I'm leaning towards the pink version, but I'm drawn to the blue and yellow colour as well. Hehehe. Ok, ni beg yang jenis lebih kurang sama, tapi langsung tak serupa hahaha. Tapi sangatla bag doraemon sebab semua benda boleh sumbat.   ZAANSE SCHANS, HOLLAND | May 2012
Tunggu gaji baru masuk and I'll buy that Candy. Meroyan dah ni kalau tak dapat. Hahahaha. Good night :)
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