It is so incredibly naive to think that the world would stand still just because you're not paying attention. And it's amazing how people grow before your very eyes, and how beautiful and scary that is. And now, work has truly taken over my life and I think that's the scariest. Well, tax peak period has started and I am nothing but a person trapped inside "too busy" cycle. Sobs.
Anyway, my little sister is... pregnant. Ehem. She was recently married and so nothing untoward has happened. Its just that for the briefest of moments, I wondered; it would be nice to be pregnant, kan? Hehe. And right now, I am so thrilled to become an aunt. Maybe my niece or nephew can call me Ty Long. Hiks. Tetap taknak orang panggil kau maklong kan. Haha.
On a separate note, my life nowadays has been better alhamdulillah. Sometimes I think, life is about growing older and proving all those proverbs true. Like how "time heals all". I thought they were all crap, until they were not. Hehe.
And I have not mentioned about Mr. Arrogant anymore kan, have I? Well, time heals. But not all. Since we both have to be in the same building everyday, sometimes we bumped into each other. And we act like strangers. like we had never met before. It saddens me so much, I can't even say a simple 'hi'. Hmm, I don't really know what happened between us, but suddenly he's gone quiet on me. I secretly hope that we can work together one day. And I really want to know the reason(s) behind his silence. Did I do anything wrong or did I hurt his feelings?
I'll ask him one fine day. It's about taking up a life challenge and doing something because you wouldn't want to look back someday, and regret that you didn't do it. And that's one of my biggest fears, REGRET.
I wish the world might turn a little slower and everyone needs to stop going at the speed of light.