KAWAH PUTIH, BANDUNG
There is too much drama in my life lately and seriously I am trying my best to stay away, to stay free of it. Tapi kan, it seems that Mr. Arrogant is no longer arrogant, maybe? Hehe. Entahla. Maybe he knows I’m leaving soon, so dia macam lain. Not his usual self. Hmmm. Dealing with a crush can be difficult, uncomfortable and also confusing at the same time. Haih.
And we finally set some time to meet over lunch. How do I act normal around him? The fact that I always run and run and run bila jumpa dia sampaila dia pun naik pening and confused. Perempuan ni dah kenapa. Hahaha. But no matter how hard I try, I just can’t. Tak confident langsung . Sobs. Yes it’s just lunch but why I’m so nervous! So nanti nak pakai baju apa? Hahaha.
Ok, he will be on leave that day tapi nak mai office ke macam mana, I’m not really sure apa arrangement dia nanti. But whatever it is, benda ni akan sangat awkward. Help me. I want to meet him so bad but at the same time I hope it won’t happen. Hahaha. Ting tong sangat ni. I’m insane. “Alritey mitey lunch it is” gituuu sangat so sweet pulak dah ayat Mr-Not-So-Arrogant ni. Kekeke. Tapi sweet ke masalahnya? Hmmm.
And he told me he’ll be going to York, UK alone next week. Hayoh. Such a lonely man he is. Hahaha. Yakin je. Well, when you are concerned about someone, you become over-analytical about each and every word written and spoken. Tak ke? Or is it just me? OVER-ANALYTICAL and such a stalker person I am. Sobs.
But one thing that makes me so happy adalah, he came to see me when I was on leave last week! Hehehe happy uols. Tatau nak cakap macam mana. Tak kesah la dia datang atas sebab apa sekalipun tapi he did come anyway kan. Haha. Sah-sah takleh nak lari pi mana-mana pon kalau dia dah terjah macamtu. Takkan nak nyorok bawah meja ye dok. Kalau dekat Majestic Hotel haritu boleh la lari-lari turun naik escalator. Hahaha gila perempuan ni. But thank God I was on leave.
Hmmm should I keep liking him, or should I really stop liking him? You are just amazed at his charms and you fall in too deep Fida. And I REALLY can’t believe myself either.
Hmm sooo sorry, banyak sangat post ngarut lately, but no worries when I think I have said enough, I will stop. I am just plain exhausted. Nak buat macam mana kan, I’m just a woman. My friend once said, sedangkan baby Azwan Ali dengan Michael Ang pun meroyan, apatah lagi perempuan tulen macam iols? Hahaha tak gitu? Hmm.
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