Rainy days in my mind are melancholic writing days. It is almost 10.00 pm now and I'm still in the office. My work-life now especially during this super peak period is kinda hard to explain. It’s not that much different – but it IS different. It feels different. I have never been better and happier.
How do I explain to anyone that though it is true we don’t know each other that well; ever since that particular date that night, he keeps feeling inexplicably familiar?
And how do I explain to anyone without sounding downright lunatic that even though the period in which we've known each other was short, it was inexplicably loaded and in a way, intense?
Or, perhaps, it was intense and thus meaningful to only me. I’m not sure how he feels, and I doubt I’ll ever know. I think it would be nice to know, but I can always deal with not knowing.
Somehow I think, we are each other’s prayers incarnated. But how did I become this person who spent a day with a person, and now keeps wondering about an entire lifetime together? Your soul, you’ve no clue of its enchantment.
And I’ve been in deep, lengthy, and extremely personal conversations with God ever since.
If only he knew that if he is ready, and reciprocating, I would be willing to go all the way. I would say, you’re not an option, but a decision. I chose you.
And therefore, I do what I do best: I just love you harder.
Oh god, I think I'm in love :)
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