I was starstruck by Remy Ishak! He is soooo kacaks, an amazing-looking man! Haha. Tall, dark and handsome! Hiks. Tapi takdelah tinggi sangat sebenarnya. But still, taller than me.
Dear Remy Ishak, I'm following the MAP THAT LEADS TO...YOU :) Ahaks. #diehardfan.
Anyway, I finally decided to start a new life back in my home country! A much delayed announcement, I agree. And it is sooo incredibly awesome to be home! I am now unemployed and I don't quite know what to do with that. Hehe. Bosan pun ada sekarang ni.
Life lately is, well unpredictable. So here are my musings for the foreseeable future, mostly about being idle and achieving total relaxation for the next couple of months, and then about work and of course the random titbit about my travelling experience throughout the year.
Last but not least, sweet dreams Fida! You finally met him. Well, jodoh pastikan bertemu. Haha ;p.
Last month was really good. It's been an altogether busy December and being surrounded by people you love.
I spent the first half month in Birmingham, taking exams. And the remaining days in Europe with my family. It's all about love, isn't it?
All I can say is that, I am happy and grateful. Happy to have all these people around me.
And I'll always miss them. Always. Hmm, seeing this photo make me a bit teary and emotional.
Anyway, I'll be going back in a month but a little detour won't hurt. Hehe. I'm planning to visit Abu Dhabi before going back inshaaAllah. Mungkinkah cinta bertamu di Abu Dhabi? Hiks.
All in all, I'm in a good place. Slowly but surely finding that balance.
So, well, I haven't blogged in almost entire month, I just realised. Can't believe we're in January 2015 now. A year has passed, and a new year has just begun!
And 2014 has been a hard year probably because of the many things that happened throughout the year. But it was an awesome one, was it not?
Here's hoping this new year would bring a fresh new take on everything. And I'll be home soon :). So, this year's propositions took a more relaxed turn. More multifaceted. A bit what I want to achieve personally, one about my career and also a few about my personal life. It's about time to settle down. Not getting married, no! Haha. But to settle into a stable way of life, financially and emotionally. Hehe. So travel 2015 would be less often, less far and less spending. We'll see.
Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means I've decided to look beyond the imperfections.And I just did that for 2014. And now for 2015, Bismillah, come what may :)
Anyway, to my great surprise, Remy Ishak wished me Happy New Year! Hiks. Macam nak pengsan. You really made my day RI! Hehe.
And the greatest surprise was a whatsapp message from the one and only, Mr Arrogant. He was in Saudi, alone, performing his umrah. It has been a long time since we contacted each other. Hmm, Que Sera, Sera. Whatever will be, will be. Can't wait to see him, again. Hehe.
Yes! A quick one, I promise.
All thanks to watching TONTON today and yesterday. Finally there's one drama totally owned my screen, my heart and my brain.
ZAHIRA. (Slot Samarinda, TV3)
Here's Adi Putra at his best after almost a year of being silent. Masihkah kau ingat, the scandal of Adi Putra and bebird and isteri orang and what else? Hehe. Jujurinnya, aku sudah maafkan kamu. Hahaha. Ish lepas isu scandal dia haritu, memang tak boleh nak tengok muka dia langsung sebab macam ermm geli, pervert. Hiks.
But anyway, WELCOME BACK ADI PUTRA. You have been missed dearly. I loveee Zahira, it is haunting, disturbing and ultimately... a total addicting. This drama reconfirmed to me the level of hotness (off the charts!) of Adi Putra. Ok, he had a weird moustache but still hot nonetheless. Hehe.
Plus the chemistry between the leads (Adi and Zara Zya) is ahmazingg. For some reason the two of them just... worked! Oh god can't wait for tonight yalls. Episode 4. Sobs sobs. Long wayyyy to go. Ehhh, tapi aku ni bukan nak exam ke? Haihhh.
Eppsss. It has been a while! Busyyyyy, soooo busy with exams and library and books and depression. Sobs sobs. Family, study, anger, sleep, money, love. I wish I knew which goes where. Its a 28 year learning cycle with no end in sight. Sigh.
Well my first exam was okay, but donno lah. Harap pass je ni. And my friend posted this on her Instagram;
Usaha itu wajib, tawakkal itu aqidah. Apapun keputusan, ia tetap satu kejayaan.Semoga Allah tahu aku dah berusaha. :') Nak nangis please! Blame it on the hormones.
Anyway, my current obsession : Scandinavia. Hehe. I guess a tiger doesn't change her spots, or at least, change it easy kan? Hiks. So, we finally decided to take a teensy weensy step in getting the ball rolling.
More on this later ok. Have a nice day ahead lovelies!
So they have released the promo posters for Satu Hari! Cantikkknyaaa! Check this out ladies, comingg sooon, next week sajok! Details as below;
Tuesday & Wednesday
Nasib baiklah tak terserempak dengan abam wemy ni dekat Sarajevo, kalau takkkk memang aku pasti cinta akan jadi milik kita! Ahahah. Gile.
Samaaa, tapi langsung tak serupa. Hiks. Tapiiiii, tapiii, adinda memijak pada tanah yang sama, bernafas pada udara yang sama kanda! Hahah. Gile. Haih, kenapa lah kau datang dua hari lepas aku pulangggg!
Cinta Kita - Shireen Sungkar ft. Teuku Wisnu
KBYE! Stressnya nak exam ni. Sobs.
Photo credit - @sararitory & @remyishak instagram
My brother & I, Zaanse Schans, Amsterdam
Having everything pushed back and being able to focus on one thing; EXAM. But exams being exams la kan. They have always been difficult and scary. But this is the mother of all exams. Sobs. Kena passsssss please. I'm tired of doing the same thing, twice. Hmmm.
Then, we will be having our family reunion in Frankfurt. Honestly, organizing the family trip for 20 people stresses me out too. But I enjoy doing this nonetheless. The fact that my parents are coming, it makes me soooo happy.
Anyway, no more babbles about exams, now I'm going to pulun. Wish me luck and please pray for me :).
Well maybe, life is wonderful.
My brother & I, Arc de Triomphe, Paris
Can't wait to see them! Besos ~