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I'M TIRED!

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

My eyes are tired.
My mind is tired.
My body is tired.

So just go to bed, why don’t you?!

12.30 midnight. Baru balik office! And the best part, I pergi langgar gate kat rumah. Ni bukan kali pertama okey. Gate ada surau tepi jalan pun I pernah terlanggar. Hmm. Gate rumah, first time la ni. So now gate tak boleh bukak. And my car, ada scratch yang banyak kat body dia. Kesian. Kesian sangat.

And now, I can’t just shut my brain off. So, macam mana nak tidur ni. Terbayang-bayang. Sob sob. Bagai ditatang minyak yang penuh I jaga dia. Calar jugak akhirnya. My mom kata kalau tak nak calar, jangan bawak kereta pergi mana-mana. Haha. Pergi balut kereta tu. Tapi tak marah pulak dia sebab I langgar gate. Bedebum bunyinya tadi. Accident involving both your car and your house can be extremely inconvenient and embarrassing ok!

Abah je membebel sikit. Dia kata “Dah kenapa pergi langgar gate?” And I kata, “Tak perasan nak brake tapi tertekan minyak”. Lepastu dia kata lagi, “Dah balik pukul 12 malam, memang la semua benda pun tak perasan”. I diam, tak tahu nak kata apa. After few seconds, “Kerja Ida banyak sangat :(” Tone suara dah lain dah ni sebab rasa down and rasa nak nangis je. Hmmm.

Hahaha, matilah baru dekat Page 1. How?

Lepastu my dad diam, sebab dia pun kesian sebenarnya tengok anak dia ni. Dia tahu setiap kali balik rumah, anak dia yang ni akan membebel kerja banyak lah, camne nak buat lah, apa lah. He knows that. Semua satu family pun tahu. Adik-adik pun tahu kaklong dia busy gila neh kalah PM katanya. Sob sob. Bertabah je lah.

Then, abah terus suruh pergi makan ada murtabak Singapore kat rumah. Ekeke. Besarnya murtabak! Sebab tengah down and stress, I makan jugak walaupun pukul 12 tengah malam dah ni. Lepastu terfikir, oh no I’m on diet!

Fida, atau sebenarnya kau harus lari ke hutan, dan belok ke pantai?

I’m tired of thinking, and not thinking.
I’m just tired today.
I’m just being me.
And…
I missed Holland.

Time to sleep. Good night!

Labels: Random, Travel, Work

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