For some reason, this song has been in my head all day. Hehe. I have been playing it on & off  and its going on repeat in my head all day. Love the lyrics.


Terlalu asyik memandang bintang
Merenung bulan tinggi di awan
Bumi dipijak
Rumput yang hijau kulupakan


Somehow it's true.  When I'm all alone, I ALWAYS believe that other people have an easier life and a smoother journey than my own. "The grass is always greener on the other side". There must be a reason why this thought is circling in my head. And I don't even know how to address it. Tapi itulah, I'm just human. Kadang-kadang terlupa, rezeki, rahmat yang Tuhan bagi untuk setiap orang berbeza-beza.

And of course nothing is perfect. Most everyone has times in their life when things are good and also bad. No one can tell how tomorrow's gonna be. But all we can do now is, do our best today.

May Allah bless all of us, always :).

Today was meh. Today was still May, hence the meh-nesssss. Hehe. Also, I have revision class tomorrow until Thursday, 9.30 am to 4.30 pm. And yet I still don't know how to prepare consolidated income statement properly! That's how meh today was. Sobs. 

So yes, here I am, blogging again. Dammit! Haha. So I am back hopefully with a better track record than before. Hehe. 

I am OKAY. Been asked this question a little too frequent yesterday and today. For whatever reasons, thank you for having me in mind. And hugsss!! Sobs. I am okay, I am okay. I can cry easily but I'm okay. I had family that I treasured and good friends I could count on. Alhamdulillah. 

Bottomline is, this is life sayangku. Make the most of it. Hmm. Easier said than done. 

Panjangnya mukadimah, haha sorry! Ok I have been wanting to go to Germany since last year. It was on my wishlist too! So, right after sampai Birmingham on the 23rd February 2014, to be exact I just stay in Birmingham for couple of days, then off I went to Germany to see my dear bff; Adeeb. She is now studying in Stuttgart.




So as promised in my instagram account @fidajacob, I'm jotting down a little bit about my days in Germany (Frankfurt, Stuttgart and Munich). I went to Salzburg, Austria as well but I'll be writing about Salzburg in another post if time permits. Hehe. Sokmo if time permits kan, but I write basically for fun so just bear with me ok?


How cold it was that time but I was so stupid for wearing pretty light clothing. Sobs. That was my Eat, Pray, Love trip. I travel alone from Birmingham to Stuttgart; by bus! Hahaha. Can you just imagine. It took me more than 24 hours to reach Frankfurt from Birmingham. Gigih sangat kau kalau berjalan kan. Sakit pinggang uols, sumpah. Haha. Pergi balik kot by bus. Tak dibuat orang, but I did anyway. Punyalah nak murah. And I'm amazed at how much energy I have at this age! Hahaha. My period of self-rediscovery. And I am meeting a bunch of friends during this trip. It's amazing how easy it is to be independent, finding your way around, being alert on your whereabouts and your general security. It would be hard for me to do that again (travelling solo) but I'm pleasantly surprised, I did it baby!

And I just realized this is a very giant picture! Haha. Happy Birthday Hanna! Enjoy it to the fullest ok! Love ya baby.